love to all our friends and family. All my love to Dave.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Day 2
Dave had an okay day. Ate pretty good, minimal stomach issues. We're both very tired though. Dave's is chemo related, he seemed to sleep very well last night. I woke up at 3 am and couldn't go back to sleep. Probably had too much caffeine. I have these type of nights every so often and since July they seem a little harder. I don't think it fair to leave out the trying times....they have been there too. When I'm up by myself in the middle of the night I can't seem to stop my thoughts. Racing through the last few days....is there something I missed...... is everything getting done....are we doing the right things. I allow myself to shed some tears. Not really crying...no sobbing or swollen eyes. Just plain tears. It's not really about me, yet somehow it can be. It doesn't seem fair, but what really is. Ah....sweet sleep at last and then another day.
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Dave's journey is your journey, and yours is also his. That's what marriage is. You have been an awesome CWW...let the tears flow whenever they need to!
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Thanks Mimi!
ReplyDeleteIt is the human saga of the highest order. This blog bleeds of love and support at every turn. What else could be done? Let the tears flow & know you are loved everyday.
ReplyDeleteThanks John. Wow- that was very moving.
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