Picture: bean soup Ala DaveI've had some problems with my refrigerator a couple weeks ago and that lead to losing some frozen foods. 4 packages were frozen soup that Dave made. I should have eaten them soon, but I didn't. So last week I had some of this bean soup and it was WONDERFUL. The ham was a little "chewy" if I'm being honest, but the soup was still dang good. Bean soup with onions and carrots. Very ALA Dave. It's sorta strange to touch, feel and taste something he actually made...wow, I can't help but think this will never happen again. I have 1 more zip lock in the frig. It's priceless. I'm very tearful today and miss Dave so much. I guess that's the way it goes....up and down and then around again. I've written a lot about moving on and days like this make me think I'm not ready at all. I just have to keep moving forward and see what happens.
peace, love, groove
The up down and all around is normal, I have Dave's practice pad he wouldn't take back & yes that soup is priceless so frame a little!
ReplyDeleteDon’t be afraid to look back & cry either, you loved the guy and it is your legacy & without moving forward you can’t look back so you are on the right track, it is just all so fresh and vivid. The next day is always better after a good cry & uncertainty is being human!
Delete"Days like this" may be telling you something. Are you pushing yourself too hard to "move on"? Do you feel like you "should"? Sure, you need to at some point. But there's no rush. Listen to your heart, and your gut. Love you.
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