I know I already posted today, but I forgot to say something. I need to start by saying, I am not suicidal and do not want to die. I know there is a lot of life ahead of me and joy is out there too. I love my friends and family (including my dogs and cat). Now that that was said... I don't fear death. I look at it so differently since 10/10/10. I watched Dave's "soul" leave his body through Nikki and I'm convinced he's close. I will find him again, that gives me peace and hope.
peace, love, groove
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Hi Lee,
ReplyDeleteYou were working hard as a nurse and Dave was a musician so you are going to miss a lot of his life. Right now you are going to the old physical haunts to feel closer to Dave & you are! I do the same thing but I usually pas through town late at night in transit from a Ukulele show but i always stop be and look through the window and see his face. I know he passed trough that door so many times and I can feel it, I feel it in music too. It is a unique opportunity to see someone go as I almost did and can remember it vividly and it seem to be tied in to the physical as in location as well. You are not going anywhere and Dave wouldn't let you but don't try it to make him come forth that is not playing fare. You will have your day in the court of life and when you do, you won't kiss and tell, it will be private. Have that peace & hope!