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Wednesday, September 26, 2012

The Rollar Coaster

The ups and downs of life....life after loosing Dave.....life trying to move on.  I think I'm the one who doesn't know any of the answers.  I have experienced the lowest of lows and the highest of highs in less than one week.  I have hopes for the future while feeling caution.  There's a good chance I've overreacted in my last post.  Yet, the experience led me to caution...not totally a bad thing.

Suddenly I find it's a little harder to write my feelings down for all to see.  For the moment it is about someone else.  Should I ask their permission?  I think I have to ask, at least inform them.  I've tried to keep names and specifics out of my posts because I understand that my words can impact them.

My goal is to describe the experience of starting over, to continue Dave's story by describing how I move forward.  This includes relationships.  What I know is I am scared to death.  What I know is I also see promise….a possibility……a future? ??????  What I know is I'm thankful to those who follow and listen.  I need your support.  Knowing you are there makes it better.

I am going to survive.  I am going to find more happiness.    


peace, love, groove

4 comments:

  1. You are getting better @ getting better. You are 2 years out, that is yesterday and the tomorrows keep coming, like it or not! hang in there!

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  2. Thanks John and Mimi….your input and comments mean a lot to me. Thanks for following.

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